Tuesday, June 10, 2014

Hopeless but hoping

I think I have really come to a point where I am so sick of everything around me.

Tired of feeling angry.
Tried of feeling disappointed.
Tired of trying to make people happy.
Tired of living up to people’s expectations.
Tired of responsibilities.
Tired of being myself.
Tired of being me.
Tired.

Sometimes I really ask myself if it's worth to care so much when you know nothing will happen from the other side. It just hurts so badly. Sometimes I wake up wishing I could sleep forever, so I would not face these shits again.

"When a girl cries, it's not usually over one thing. It's built up anger and emotions that she's been holding in for too long."

I am just so tired to even hope that things may become better.
I feel so reluctant to even feel happy anymore.

All alone.

Still breathing - MayDay Parade

Sunday, May 18, 2014

Update


Hellooo everybody! I had finished my SR1 and my results were as bad as I expected especially my sciences sigh, so I must really work harder for the next test/exam!!!!
Moving on, I went to Candylicious with my bestie yesterday and I bought the Bean Boozled jelly beans! HAHA! It is kind of expensive but YOLO just have fun with the weird and gross beans for one time ;) Check out the video at my YOUTUBE CHANNEL (ngiamkaiwen) :))














 

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