Lost in wonderland

Hello everbody! Life was so fun in the wonderland yesterday, no troubles, no worrying, nothing.

Went to meet up with Shi Hui, Ameerah and Xue Li first, and headed down to Bugis to have our lunch.

We then met up with Fang Ting and walked to Haji Lane because our timing for Trapped - Escape Game is at 5pm, so we just slacked around the nearby places.

GAYYYY!

Had some cakes and drinks at Shop Wonderland Cafe and the place was awesome although the prices for the food and drinks were kind of expensive. We ordered the green banana and red velvet cake, and I prefer the green banana one. The second level sells some beautiful vintage items and the lights were really pretty.

Red Velvet . Green Banana

Iced Latte ( My current favourite drink)

There is also free wifi at the cafe for us to use, so it is another plus point!

Hate it when people do the 斗鸡眼 because I can't! :(

That smile and innocent eyes on their faces were so beautiful.

After eating at the cafe, we finally went to trapped to play the escape game yay!
It was so damn fun but finding the clues were so difficult. We flipped the place around, so we messed up some of the clues. We had to keep calling the person in to help us because we thought we made the lock spoil or we needed clues from them. We managed to find the key and escaped the room in the last 4 mintues.

 After the game, we took some props and had a photo shoot.

meow.

beautiful sky.

Thanks for reading! Love, Ngiam.

Hopeless but hoping

I think I have really come to a point where I am so sick of everything around me.

Tired of feeling angry.
Tried of feeling disappointed.
Tired of trying to make people happy.
Tired of living up to people’s expectations.
Tired of responsibilities.
Tired of being myself.
Tired of being me.
Tired.

Sometimes I really ask myself if it's worth to care so much when you know nothing will happen from the other side. It just hurts so badly. Sometimes I wake up wishing I could sleep forever, so I would not face these shits again.

"When a girl cries, it's not usually over one thing. It's built up anger and emotions that she's been holding in for too long."

I am just so tired to even hope that things may become better.
I feel so reluctant to even feel happy anymore.

All alone.

Still breathing - MayDay Parade